Sunday, April 29, 2012

Today my life begins...

Just would like to share this song From Bruno Mars. I, first time heard this just this February and I fell in love about it.

Today, I all I just wanted was to be happy but sad so say and reality says its quite hard. I don't know why there are a lot of reasons hinders this happiness I've been reaching since the day I broke into pieces.

Is it really that bad to be happy? Because if its not, then why I wouldn't be? Just so tired, I've been a lot of trials, heartaches, and I couldn't even measure my tears.

Yes, 'we only have one life to live and we should make the best of it' and I'm trying hard to be like that.
Just badly needed your prayers. Oh Lord, just please do help me.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Somewhat a life of trials....Part II

As I pushed myself to the group, I observed a 4 big men and 4 big women. But two men are so much outstanding with the tone of their voices.

Big Men 1: Did you know that your son has a child already? (Speaking with so much deep, loud voice)
Big Men 2: We are the uncles of the girl whom your son has done such big mistake.

My mom was so shocked hearing it for the first time. I was just listening beside my mom. My mom, with humbleness asked them to humbly soften their voice because of her suffering with heart health issues. I second the motion. But to my surprise, they still didn't follow what we asked them and they burst their immature actions. I know and understand what they're coming from but that doesn't mean of forgetting your values being a civilize citizen, right?

As I continue to observe, the women was just quite maybe observing the kind of home we had. Lately, our home is being under construction, books are everywhere, shoes without partners are scattered like rats, curtains were not put into right places and the floor was still soil, a very not accommodating home we had. But was that a judgement of our soul? I don't think so.


Sunday, April 15, 2012

Somewhat a life of trials....

Why does sometimes the world is just too unfair to see? There are people who seem to be thinking of other people to play with their hands. Haven't they realize that we all came in the same image and likeness?

Yesterday was such  bad and so much full of fear day.

I was at the kitchen when I heard voices with commotions. I was thinking that the trouble my mom is to be settled. But i was wrong. As I was continuing my daily morning routine, I heard of a not really good conversation between the unwanted, uninvited and unexpected visitors whom at the first was really approaching with arrogance at our HOME. So, I was hurrying myself, and pushed myself to the group.